Do these symptoms sound familiar?

• Difficulty sleeping?
• Difficulty concentrating?
• Obsessive compulsive behavior?
• Irritability?
• Mood swings?

If so, you may be, as I am, a wine collector during wine release season.
Every year my fellow sufferers and I make our wine-related New Year’s resolutions. “I’ll buy less wine in 2010.” “I’ll buy more wine in 2010.” “I’m going for quality over quantity.” “I need to concentrate more on daily drinkers.” “I’m going to collect a wider variety of wines.” “I’m going heavy on the 2007 vintage from Swavobia.” Whatever. By this time, if you’re still reading, you are either nodding your head in understanding, or shaking your head thinking I’m crazy.
If you are disciplined and able to easily follow your wine resolutions, well, my hat’s off to you.
This year I planned to continue last year’s trend of buying fewer bottles, spending less money on wine, and buying wines that are a better value. Notice that those last two are not necessarily the same thing. I’ve pretty much stopped chasing points — a bad habit new wine collectors can get in to — and am buying what I either know I like, what I suspect I will like, or wines recommended to me by trusted sources. That has ruled out many new wineries. Just because Mr Superstar Winemaker makes it or Mr Superstar Winereviewer says it is good will not make me pull the trigger on something, especially as the price starts approaching and then surpassing the century mark. And unfortunately, a lot of new wineries, especially those from my own beloved Napa, have surpassed $100… by a lot.
But I’ve got to admit I’ve got a collector’s (or hoarder’s) mentality and the potential loss of a coveted mailing list position does still strike “fear” into my heart every time I shred one of these new offers. Will I be sorry later?
Note to self: you are almost never sorry later with the exception of passing on Kosta Browne back in the very beginning.
The other day, I received a snail mail and email that the order window for a great winery was going to open. I’ve bought for quite a few years so had a large allocation initially including even the chance at a magnum. But now, the price that was about $60 per 750ml just a few years back, has risen to $125. For most of you, that is waaaaay too much to spend on a bottle of wine. It’s more than I should spend as well, but that didn’t make the decision any easier. This wine has garnered lofty scores from the Wine Advocate for many years and is in very high demand. If ever there was a wine that deserved such a price, this is it. So I started looking over my own notes on past vintages. They were good, but not stellar. I pulled a 2003 out of my cellar to do a little liquid research. Even after a few hours in the decanter, the 2003 was disjointed and a confusion of flavors and structure. All the elements were there, but it was too young. I recorked and waited a day. Day two it was much, much better. It made me feel confident that in 3-4 years, this would be a great bottle of wine, but right now, our own 2003 Match Butterdragon Hill is a better wine and a more enjoyable experience.
So what to do? If I go ahead and pay the $125 for this offer, I’ll be buying wine that probably won’t be worth the money to me until 2017 or later. How many special occasions do I celebrate each year that are worthy of such an expenditure? And this won’t be the only time I am tempted this year by a wine this — or even more — expensive. If I wait long enough, the decision will be made for me. They’ll sell out. Already the mags are gone. But each day I suffer from those symptoms I described, distracted by the temptation — or is it a fixation — to order.
I know other wine collectors face similar dilemmas this month. How are you deciding?